the rainbow simplicity..the happiness it gives.

Something i found out about Pisceans in the net.. quite accurate for me.. Any pisceans out there? i share this with all of you =D.

As the twelfth and final sign of the occidental zodiac, Pisceans make comfortable followers. Pisces people don't find their direction easily. They are not self-propelled and they feel a certain distance from the rest of the human race. When things don't go their way, Pisceans may surrender to self-pity.

Pisces is the soul of sensitivity. Nothing escapes his notice. The faint rustle of a falling leaf that kisses the earth sounds, to a Pisces, like a huge truck smashing into a brick wall. Baby's whimpering in his crib is, to a hyper-susceptible Pisces, the wail of a thousand hungry infants. Pisces is born this way. Overly, tenderly, pricklingly, unrestrainedly sensitive. Pisceans tend toward all that is beautiful, gravitate to loveliness and crave the artistic. Pisceans are the sleepy, languorous, irresistible creators of whom we frequently don't hear a syllable. Not power-hungry, Pisceans are mostly humble and modest about achievements. They are not interested in fame. If fortune comes their way, they'll accept it. But Pisceans usually don't go after glory.

Pisceans are very proud people. They are not cocky, nor do they go around boasting of their conquests and masterpieces. Pisceans are easygoing and seem to be made of butter. Suggest a new way of eating snails with a shovel. Pisces is right up there in the front of the queue, raring to please and adjust to whatever is required. But dare to challenge Pisces's deepest beliefs, disagree with his sense of taste or the spiritual tenet by which he lives, and the fish may well turn into a shark before your rapidly blinking peepers. Pisceans have profound personal integrity.

It's not uncommon for Pisceans to suffer. First, they are easily hurt. Secondly, they are afflicted with overwhelming self-doubt. Worldly accomplishment is beyond Pisces because it requires a firm connection to hard reality, which Pisces would rather avoid. Tough and ruthless competitors disguised as friendly warmhearted colleagues or companions may hoodwink the earnest Piscean and leave him beside himself in a heap of disappointment and bafflement He doesn't handle tactics or strategics well. He wants to remain aloof so he can dream and imagine and let his mind wander.

You can be sure to find Pisceans wherever the water is. Pisceans love the soothing silence of water and will go to great lengths to plunge themselves into anything from a stream to an ocean, a bathtub or a Jacuzzi.

Pisceans take all emotional involvement seriously. Whether it's a love affair or a friendship, a child-parent relationship or some other family tie, you can be sure Pisces will nurture the link. The Pisces person loves unconditionally will alter viewpoints or swim willingly in the opposite direction just to please a loved one. If you are enamored of a Pisces, grab your snorkel and flippers and paddle after your fish to the ends of the sea.

i enchanted it last night
31.1.08

i just feel like dying...

i enchanted it last night
29.1.08

hah! quitted SRO.. and now into PW mode ^^ (*PW = Perfect World)
the gameplay is ok..what i like about it is that i can customise my own character to any look i like =D
i guess i enjoy creating characters more than playing the game.
i always like my char to look good in a game rather than being the strongest char.
hahah.. look at my bunny Adelicia.. aint she cute ? =P

well... she was a fox previously xD as you can see as below :

haha.. i can't help but keep talkin bout something which is not even existed in the real world huh.. well guess i'm just too interested in cute stuff =X

and a-ha! another elf i've created just for the look..as i'm concentrating on levelling the bunny char now.. haha..

but frankly speaking.. who is not lookin for a perfect world?
for i can only now look forward in a game? not exactly..
sighs.. feel so tired of working lately.
i just wish to die sometimes..
if i just died any second from now on..i guess i wont feel anything else also ba..
seems like i have lived enough to know how hard for me to go on with my life.
i just feel that i'm not suitable to live. =.="

i enchanted it last night
25.1.08

When i walk around to different clients' offices recently..
i saw a lot of things that really make me feel kinda pissed.
why do ppl park their motorbikes on the pedestrians pathway?
and why do ppl stop their cars on the pedestrian crossing??
omg..
why do ppl ask things that have been taught.. again and again?
without even tryin out by themself...
grrr................

any ppl with lotsa patience will be impatience in the end too
for eg. ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i enchanted it last night
16.1.08

i can't believe that my SRO account got hacked!
oh my.. i'm so angry =(
curse all the hackers out there!
*sigh* anyway, quitting that game already too.
so... doesn't really matter now! lol.

forget about the unlucky stuff.. let's talk bout Friday nite =D
i seem happy talkin bout it...don't i?
nah.. just saw smth really cute and funny when i was out dat nite.

Guess what is this thing in the photo? lolz.
i mean the one on the right side! the bigger size one! haha...
btw it's the signature character of that shop..
they are selling cushion of Blackie (let's call it by this name yah), notepad, cards, t-shirts, etc..
Blackie may seem 'disturbing' to some of the ppl in a way, but i think it looks so cute cos the face expression is just so.... blur! xD

Blackie was found at a shop's entrance in the Cathay.
went there to watch Vexille on friday nite..
a not-bad show, but also a not-too-good show..
enjoyed Ben & Jerry's ice cream after the movie with him.
He said that i just look as 'dumb' as Blackie =.=

well.. have you guessed what Blackie is? =)
she's a Black Sheep.
haha... quite scary for a sheep to have a face of humanoid?
i will let you to decide that =P

i enchanted it last night
13.1.08

yah.. finally i've got a skin for my blog..
it might seem dull, or even boring, or maybe normal..to some of the ppl.
but who cares =P i like it.. as how simple as it is.
=)

i miss home.
was anticipating to go back to kch soon
why now it seems like a thing which might not be happening
or it's not; rather that i donno how to plan the trip to go back anymore
i'm so confused.

after knowin about the Overseas Experience..
i really wish to try it out.
if only i were just 20 today =/
there are things i just cant let go from my hands without thinkin much now
as days go by, ppl just tend to have more and more hesitations and worries
if only we could turn back time...

i enchanted it last night
11.1.08

what should i do?
when will i be able to make up my mind?
should i just go back for good?
or should i stay and build up my career here?

i haven't felt a hint of happiness for such a long time..
i still smile
i still laugh
i still joke
but what is it like to be really happy?
i cant tell..

am i just desperate or what..
i wanne meet more people.. new people....
but it seems like i sort of back up easily when the time comes.
is it coz i feel that i'm too old to do such thing now?
is it coz i feel that i'm too inferior to meet new friends?

*sigh* i feel so lost.

i enchanted it last night
7.1.08

it's not my first blog..
it's just a change of address? hmm..
everyone seems to start blogging nowadays
wanted to try blogspot since a long time ago
but something just happened when i was tryin to load this page and stopped me from creating an account
=/

it's 2008 now.
how's everyone doin so far? better?
i'm still stucked in the same situation ever..
*sigh* those who know me well enough will know what it's about..
will things get better for me soon?
=\
i hope...

i enchanted it last night
6.1.08

PCD-Hush Hush...